There must be quite a few things a hot bath won’t cure, but I don’t know many of them. Whenever I’m sad I’m going to die, or so nervous I can’t sleep, or in love with someday I won’t be seeing for a week, I slump down just so far and then I say: “I’ll go take a hot bath.”
I meditate in the bath. The water needs to be very hot, so hot you can so hot you can barely stand putting your foot in it. Then you lower yourself, icy by inch, till the water’s up your neck.
I remember the ceiling over every bathtub I’ve stretched out in. I remember the texture of the ceilings and the cracks and the colors and the damp spots and the light fixtures. I remember the tubs too: the antique griffin-legged tubs, and the modern coffin-shaped tubs, and the fancy pink marble tubs overlooking indoor lily ponds, and i remember the shapes and sizes of the water taps and the different sorts of soap holders.
I never feel so much of myself as when I’m in a hot bath.
The longer I lay there in the clear hot water the purer I felt and when I stepped out at last and wrapped myself in one of the big, soft white hotel bath towels I felt pure and sweet as a new baby.
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
(Source: vicieuxreads)